Believing the Lies... Makes you a fool....

If the stories you heard about me are true...

Then why am I not a broke deadbeat Dad, who rides a moped with a dead end job?

I'll be waiting for your deadbeat explanation....

Stop...

Stop having confidence in people who refuses to have confidence in you...

Bobby D 

10/19/2024

ULTIMATE FAILURE...

For the first time in my life... today...

The realization has hit me,

That I have been nothing but a complete failure my entire life...

I have been a failure as a son, as a brother, as a friend, as a neighbor and in every business adventure I have tried, I have failed. 

I have failed God over and over in my life, and I have failed as a Christian.

I failed so many times in school that I am still in shock today that I even graduated.

I have lived through 2 failed marriages and evey relationship I've ever been in, I have failed so bad that I am refusing to ever try it again.

And now... most of all...

I am failing as a Father...

So much so, that I don't know what to do or which way to turn.

And God is silent in my life now...I believe with all my heart, because I have been nothing but a failure in His eyes.

Everything I touch turns to dust, evey direction I turn is a dead end, and every venture I begin never ends in success.

I so often wonder why I'm still on this earth....knowing so many people would probably be better off without me being here...

Bobby DeLano 

5/1/24

hurt....broken...defeated...

With every relationship I've ever had in my life, I have been hurt...broken...defeated.

Every relationship ended in tears and defeat. 

Today, I have, for some reason,  been reflecting back in time. All the way back to high-school and my first true love...

Trying to understand why I'm at the place in my life now, were I absolutely refuse to date or even attempt to search for another relationship. 

I am at the point in my life where, to put it simply...

I just....cannot....

Bobby D

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